Hello again -


I always write it seems in the dead of night LOL - it's 2:16 a.m. I'm up w/ my nightly menopause :) (aren't you getting tired of reading that almost each entry?)  


Well, a couple of you know this weekend (Sunday to be precise) C. and I went xmas shopping. C. got me my xmas present which is a 24 inch computer monitor.  I like it a lot but I feel guilty because I think of all the other things I need or "we" need for the house etc.   Then again I think that as much as I use and am on my computer it's nice to be able to have something I can see a lot more easily.  Let's just say my eyes are getting older lol.  I have a problem w/ distance viewing but more and more lately (along w/ all my other moans and groans - maybe you thinking "does she ever have anything good to say/and or feel?") that the nearer things are getting harder to see as clearly.


Going to hopefully be mailing out the xmas cards & the couple of presents for friends that need to go out this week.  I've been after C. for the last couple weeks to get me a list of who she wants to send cards out to and she's procrastinated :(  It's ok though because I tend to do the same thing at times.  She's going to get together a list tonight after work.  Speaking of her work, it's been  hell lately (more than usual) the owner of this dealership proclaims himself to be a "god fearing christian".  Bull.  He wouldn't do what he does to his employees if he were.  Karma's hell too I keep telling C.  Every xmas he does the same thing, firing people left and right, demoting etc.  cutting people's wages drastically or making it harder for them to do what they need to do to make the same wage or break even, meanwhile he's rolling around in his little cash bag while people are struggling to pay the bills, rent, mortgages, put food on the table.  He's buying new cars, boats, etc.  granted it IS his money, but what he does to make that money is dishonest and immoral.  Can't stand the creep.  He's been in to where I work to eat often, he leave's extremely good tips so the server's all want to wait on him.  I could care less because I know who and what he is - to the people that don't know him he's a great person. Me?  nope. he's a ass.  Anyway, the last time I served him (which I don't kiss his ass like everyone else) and he wrote the tip on his credit card voucher, I stood there in front of him and crossed it out.  I wasn't going to take the Judas money when he has treated C. the way he has. So needless to say that got his attention.  I don't treat him any different than any other guest that I wait on.


Damn it. Lost focus. I hate when that happens.  It's very frustrating.  Going to go on that note.


Oh !!  before I go, C. and I went to the high school championship football game that they had at the Dallas Cowboy's new stadium Friday night - a two hour trip turned into four hours because of the amount of people going to this thing - bumper to bumper traffic.  The stadium is very nice.  Do you know how many people were there for this thing???  this is just from TWO counties (two high schools)!  20,560 people. Jeez.

A quick update as to the goings on here and the has already gone on :)

To make it short and sweet nothing much has been going on at all - the same day to day things.

This past weekend though C. and I went to a absolutely HUGE flea market, it was a nice day for the exception of the amount of people there (I don't do well in crowds like that, I have panic attacks and the amount of people that were invading my personal space drove me nuts) C. knows this about me though and was watching out for the most part.  I'm very funny about people that walk up behind me or stay on my butt in crowds, I've come close to hitting people before for doing that, it's not their fault, it's leftovers from a past relationship.  I'm like that in bars too (you will find me usually somewhere where I can put my back in a corner and no one can get to me from behind if I am just sitting somewhere).  C. and I had a good time and before we knew it (we got there around 9 a.m.) it was going on 4 pm.  Didn't get much, some odds and ends - we had been looking for a "Chiminera" for a while now, found a really nice "Fat bellied" one for $60 - also got one for C's mom to burn leaves in.  That was her Mom's xmas present - good thing about having a pick up truck LOL  just loaded those suckers right up in there and drove them home c a r e f u l l y.  We both were exhausted by the time we got home, first thing I did was head to the shower, I felt filthy because of all the dust and dirt we had walked through.  The "boys" were so glad see us :)  Had to have some major cuddle time before they were content again.

I have been absolutely loving this cooler weather - I wish it were like this all year long, I'd be happier about living in this state if it were.

On Friday night we are going to the Dallas Cowboys new stadium to watch a High School state football championship.  I hate no idea what the right name is for it but C. really, really wanted to go (I didn't care) so we are going, it will make C. happy and I like that :)  She's going to take me for Chinese one day/night as a reward LOL  I didn't suggest anything about it, she suggested it and I jumped right on that of course LOL.  Now, we will just see if it happens.  One of the football teams playing is her high school alma mater or whatever it is you call it.  We shall see.

Heading out, it's almost 3 a.m. and I woke up with hot flashes at about 12:30 a.m. from the Menopause - going to try to go back to bed and get a couple hours sleep before I have to get up and make C's breakfast.

Ciao.